Things have been interesting this last week and mostly today and things are just dancing around in my mind that need to be let go of.

First thing I guess is family and the house. We've gotten a lot of work done and I feel its a good thing but I feel that I'm getting sick of my folks. I dono what its all over part of me is glad they care the other half is annoyed at the stupidity and constant worry over simple things I can fix and or answer.

Second thing is the car. Kinda pissed on this end cause some people have been running up and down on the hood and now I need a new hood. -.- Thanks really..

Third thing would be friends. I've come to admire a lot of people and enjoy their company though some I wish would grow a pair and get over things but meh. I sadly feel that I'm a energy drainer and don't make people want to be around. I dono >.> Really don't care to much on this issue atm.

Fourth things I've relized to just give up on in A B C fasion.
A: College. I've given up on college, why fight and worry over it when your not sure what you want to do?
B: relationships. Ya I want one and to find love ect ect, but I honestly have just given up my hearts in one place and my minds in another and it seems noda is going to change it, each time I seem to attempt to get back into the "Single" mind it just doesn't work. *Sighs and heads desk*
C:Life. I don't mean Emo given just don't care about really liveing and trying lol. I see no reason because I have no reason to try, make sense? Simple math terms A+B=C but I have no B so I can't make C.
D:Hobbys. Can't find anything fun to do anymore that isn't related to my religion and I'm trying desperately not to do that. Haveing friends over was the most fun I've had in a good while.
E:Keeping warm. Ya AC's broken agian and its cold, no fixxing it blankets don't help.

Well guess thats it feel a bit better now.